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 I bought a flower once. It was ordinary, with some petals shriveled, its color fading, its vitality nearly gone. Yet somehow, this withering rose became the most unforgettable flower I ever held. It wasn't just a flower; it was an emotion—intense, honest, maybe the last of its kind. A bittersweet moment. A memory long gone, yet never truly forgotten. It wasn't just a flower; it was a symbol of longing, a plea for forgiveness, reconciliation, a tender effort to ease the ache of complex, undulating emotions. For an hour, my hands cradled that flower, waiting for someone to come, each minute pressing harder against my hope. The one I waited for never came. I walked away with tears in my eyes and a heart that felt just a little more hollow. As I walked away, I felt sorry not just for myself, but for the flower. I hadn't honored its purpose; hadn't let it speak the language it was meant to. So I went back to the lady on the roadside, sitting with a bucket full of living hop...
 Soul's Lament  I wish for you to feel this pain. This pain which is so excruciating that it transcends physical matter and dwells in the existence of the ephemeral soul. This pain that makes me feel the emptiness of existence, this pain that shatters all hopes. There is a part of me that only wishes you to experience the sweet-smelling soft petals of flowers and none of life's thorns. But your actions have burned my anger and hatred so deep that I cannot help but wish this pain upon you. This pain may come in different forms throughout your life, and it will make you realize that sometimes even tears can betray you, failing to calm your heart. You will feel restless and will seek support, care, and comfort, but fate shall wield it so that no one will be able to help alleviate this pain. Then you will realize my words and remember your actions; then you will understand that your selfishness was so cruel that it made another soul feel this pain. Even though I wish this pain upo...